1 AM Rant

Someone tell me please how am I supposed to make things right if they keep bringing up the past. I mean I know I dont have the best record in the past but when I actually try to do right, you end up taking advantage of the situation and do the wrong things and justify by bringing up my past. I hate finding my stuff missing especially when I have been looking for it for a very long time. Just give me a chance to do right. Thats all I ask.